Words just can't express
so much pain
racing through my brain.
You don't know me
you can't see me
you will never know how
I'm feeling.
Disillusionment, out of control
helplessness that stings my soul,
saying goodbye to a friend now lost
my passion once hot, seems dotted with frost.
And the same song in my head,
over and over, screaming, panic
So many lies, so many lied, I'm lying
  I'm crying
    I'm dying.